Outpoured

My words are dust flirting in the air

Useless rambling lost in space

Neither here nor there this way or that

Questions unanswered my embrace

Do you call me from the deep

Pull me out of this tormenting shadow

Or leave me to wither away slowly

Knowing not why this agony now

The screams are silent yet piercing

An anger unknown and alone

Do you even hear me calling

Searching to not be on my own

Those words oh my words muddled

Clearly formed chaotic longing

Scared of letting go

Not knowing sense of belonging

Dust in the air clouds the sight

Falling hurt skinned and bruised

Hold me just hold me strong

All my feeble strength I have used

Hear my heart’s cries each day

This nobody that is wholly yours

Heal her words and her soul

From Your cup that outpours

*written today*